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I found a place where I could work even if I revealed my identity

“Transgender X Labor” Series: Lawyer and Activist Park Han-hee

 

By Park Ju-yeon

Published: February 2, 2026

Translated by Se-young Kim

 

Korea's first openly transgender lawyer. This is a description often attached to Park Han-hee. The words "first," "openly," and "transgender" all have weight, and so Ms. Park constantly carries those burdens with her. In that sense, she's a "special" person, but in terms of being just another worker struggling to survive in Korea's demanding society, she's not so special.


This interview focused on the work of Park Han-hee, a lawyer affiliated with Hope and Law Korean Lawyers for Public Interest and Human Rights, and an activist for Rainbow Action. Why did Park Han-hee choose this line of work?

I talked with attorney Park Han-hee at the office of Hope and Law Korean Lawyers for Public Interest and Human Rights. ©Ilda

On a day with below-zero freezing weather, I met Park Han-hee at the office of Hope and Law Korean Lawyers for Public Interest and Human Rights (hereafter ‘Hope and Law’). Ms. Park, who has been spending more time at the Rainbow Action office lately and is also struggling with planning various activities for the year to come, spoke about what it means to "do this work."


-What was your dream when you were young?

It was always becoming a scientist. I've loved math and science since I was little. My teacher put me in charge of the science club, so I'd go to the science lab room with my friends and do experiments. Throughout my school years, I had only one dream: to become a scientist/robotics engineer. When I was deciding on my college major, my teacher asked if I had considered going to medical school, but I was told that I needed to major in mechanical or electrical engineering to do robotics, so I chose mechanical engineering.


-Why didn't that dream come true? Were there any stumbling blocks?

Even in college, I interned at a robotics lab and stuff. But starting in college, my introspection about my sexual identity deepened, and I began to feel confused. While I hadn't had the luxury of contemplating such things in middle school and high school, college broadened my horizons and allowed me to access a lot of information. I learned about transgender people, but I felt like there was nothing I could do about it. Depression set in.

I thought that even if I became a robotics engineer in my current state, it wouldn’t feel like achieving my dream "as myself." Even if my dream came true while I continued hiding behind that mask, I didn't think it would make me happy. Because it wouldn’t be my true self’s doing. From then on, I simply gave up. I gave up even thinking about the future. I thought, "I'll just live with whatever comes my way. What's the point of dreams?" After graduating, I looked for a job. After all, I had to eat and live.

More than anything, I wanted to get out of my dorm and my hometown. I lived in a dorm for four years, and of course it was a boys' dorm, and I had to use the communal showers. I didn't want to live like that anymore. So I thought, "Let's move to Seoul. Let's live alone." That was my only criteria when looking for a job. Honestly, it's not easy to get a job in Seoul after majoring in mechanical engineering. So I joined an engineering company and worked in the "machine purchasing" department. Actually, the job was more sales and marketing-related, so I mostly negotiated money.

I worked at that company for two years and two months. In my first year, I was just motivated to make money, but in my second year, I started to wonder, "How long do I have to keep doing this?" I wasn't even applying what I'd learned in college in my major. I also wondered, "How long can I keep hiding my identity?" I felt like something would happen, whether it was someone outing me or me finally bursting out, and the company wouldn't protect me if that happened. Thinking like that, I felt like I was wasting time. I decided I had to find another career.

 

-Why did you choose to go to law school?

I needed a job that I wouldn't get fired from even when I came out as transgender. So, either I’d have to become the owner of some kind of store or I'd need to have some kind of professional license. I considered becoming a patent attorney, lawyer, or doctor, but a classmate from college happened to graduate from law school around then and start working as a lawyer, and they said it was pretty good. That's why I started preparing for law school.

 

-Did you go through your transition after entering law school?

I entered law school as a "male student" and spent my first year like that. Then I turned 30 [in Korean age]. Lying in bed in the cold winter, I thought, "My 20s have passed without me living the life I wanted to live..." It felt like such a waste of time. I wondered what the point of living like this was, so I took a leave of absence. That's when I came out to my parents and began my transition. I figured that it would be okay at school since it’s over once I graduate anyway.

However, I was worried about whether the Korean legal community would hire a transgender person as a lawyer. It wouldn't be worth it if I couldn't get a job even after earning my license. So, after searching around, I contacted Hope and Law. I knew they handled cases related to LGBTQ+ people. I asked if they could offer career counseling. I met with attorney Han Ga-ram and we started talking. Honestly, until then, I didn't even know what a public interest lawyer was. (Laughs)

 

-Listening to your story, it seems like you didn't have any specific plans before you became the public interest lawyer you are today.

I had no plans. I started to question my identity in college and was in a state of despair, so I never thought about what I'd be doing in 10 years. I just knew I had to earn money because I knew I couldn't be financially independent from my parents if I didn't.

 

-I once heard from an acquaintance that the percentage of LGBTQ+ students in law school is quite high. In the US, 13% of recent law school graduates are LGBTQ+.

I think there are quite a few. There was even a gathering of female queer lawyers. For sexual minorities, it's often difficult (due to gender identity issues) to continue working at a [regular] company, or even to get hired in the first place. That's why they think they need to become professionals. Honestly, I never even thought about joining a law firm after graduating from law school. I just thought I'd open up my own practice and work there.

I think it's really hard to survive in a regular company. When I was working at my previous company, I'd go out in the transgender community on the weekends and hang out, but when I came to work on Monday, people would ask, "What did you do this weekend?" and I wouldn't know what to say. I'd just say I was at home, and they'd ask, "Why are you just staying home?" Sometimes, when a coworker invited me out, I'd decline, and they'd ask, "Why are you avoiding me?" You couldn't say you were living life as yourself [when not at work]. It just became increasingly stressful. So I started looking for another career.

 

-What's it like working as a public interest lawyer? Is it fun?

I really like the fact that my values ​​and my work align. It's hard for most employees at regular companies to achieve that. They usually separate their self-fulfillment from their work, but I'm able to do both simultaneously. Also, when I entered law school, I vaguely thought, "I still want to do something for LGBTQ+ people," and I'm happy that I'm achieving that goal. Of course, my income might be lower than other lawyers', but that's okay.

Attorney Park Han-hee, along with Attorney Kim Ji-rim of GongGam Human Rights Law Foundation, appeared in a video on the Korean Bar Association's YouTube channel to discuss the process and significance of winning the case for recognition of same-sex spouses as dependents on health insurance. (Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8OPGB3KAt4)


-When did you feel most rewarded at work?

I think it was my victory in the lawsuit for recognition of same-sex [common law] spouses as dependents on health insurance. (See the [Korean-language] article “The first step toward marriage equality has been taken”) Kim Ji-rim of GongGam Human Rights Law Foundation was the main attorney for this case, and I also worked on it. To be honest, when we filed the lawsuit, I thought, "It seems difficult to win, but I'll give it my all." We lost in the first trial, but I was so happy when we won in the appeal. The response from people around me was really positive. I heard that other people also thought, "This works in Korea too? The door opens when you knock?" I think it's memorable because it taught me that "if you try, you can do it." I think it gave hope to many LGBTQ+ people.

 

-It was a truly significant ruling for our society. Do you feel there's been any change in the atmosphere regarding LGBTQ+ rights among legal professionals?

Hope and Law and GongGam have been hosting the annual "LGBTQ Lawyer Conference" since 2015. It's a two-day event, and last year, about 45 people came. The number of participants continues to grow, as does the number of LGBTQ+ lawyers. Younger people, in particular, seem to think, "Isn't it a bit odd that marriage equality exists in other countries, but we don’t have it? There's no [good] argument against it, is there?" It's true. When people ask, "Why can’t Korea have it too?" you can’t answer them.

 

The lawsuit for recognition of same-sex spouses as dependents on health insurance took a long time to be ruled on by the Supreme Court, and the truth is, you couldn’t know when the ruling would come out. Didn't you feel frustrated or stressed during the process?

I thought, "Somehow, it'll work out. It'll come out someday." I'm the type of person who doesn't make extensive plans, but rather just takes things as they come. I don't get stressed out, wondering, "Why isn't there a verdict?"

Still, my work life isn't stress-free. First of all, there's just too much work (laughs). It's fine to focus on one thing, but right now, I'm working at Hope and Law, at Rainbow Action, and writing... It's a bit daunting because I have to juggle so many things. I have to adapt my mode to fit each role, and that's not easy.

Attorney Park Han-hee speaking at the "Let's Go, Toward Equality! December 10 People's March" held at Bosingak Pavilion in Seoul to mark Human Rights Day. She stated, “Democracy is only possible when equality is at the center," and "Enacting an anti-discrimination law is the path to improving public welfare and achieving social integration." (Source: Rainbow Action)
 

-What do you do when you get stressed at work?

I drink. (Laughs) I get concerned about my health, so I exercise, too. I love the mountains, so I go hiking often. I haven't been able to go for a while due to lack of time, but I'm a member of the Minbyun Hiking Club and the Seongmi Mountain Village Hiking Club. I try to go once a month. I'm planning to participate in the 10km Women's Marathon this year, so I need to prepare for that, too.

 

-What are your plans for this year?

I've been serving as co-chair of Rainbow Action since last year. I'm trying to be more involved in Rainbow Action's activities. There's a marriage equality lawsuit underway, and I'm planning to run a campaign related to that.

I'm also trying to speak out on transgender rights. I believe there's something we can do within the solidarity framework of Rainbow Action, so I'm going to focus on that.

 
-Then what is Park Han-hee's personal goal in life?

Actually, I'm not someone who plans for the future. I don’t know where the world is heading... It's hard to make predictions about even 10 years from now, right? So, I'm trying to do what I can now. Up until now, I've been involved in various activities and have been interested in this and that, but from now on, I want to be more focused. Looking back, since I didn't get to live my twenties as myself, I just tried a bunch of different things, thinking I needed to make up for the things I couldn't do then. Now that I'm forty, I think I need to be more selective and focused.

In that sense, I really want to achieve the enactment of the anti-discrimination law, and I want to continue to show what it's like to live as a transgender person. I want to see myself growing into middle age, becoming older, becoming a senior. Someone who continues to speak out while living her life. I'd love to do another interview like this when I'm 50. (Laughs)

 

-It seems like you'll continue to work hard. What kind of worker do you want to be?

I want to be a worker who stands with others on the ground. There are so many different types of workers, like youth workers, migrant workers, and workers with disabilities. I want to continue to connect with them and build solidarity. My experience is important, but it's not the only one, so I want to become a worker who connects with more people.

 

*Original article: https://ildaro.com/10379

 

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